The Day You Left ...

When I see you off that day, it was the day that my life almost stopped. I did not understand how it happened, neither do I know what was going on. When I was home, the only thing that is in my mind was only you. I could not let it go, nor did I know what was my feeling all about. It was the worst day i ever had. My heart keeps telling me that I misses you, and my mind can only show your image and nothing else.

I did not know what else to do. I did not know how can I even tell you this. It can only be kept in here with me, after all, with the current situation, i don't think we can even start off a relationship, though i wanted it badly.

I do not know what else can I do. I am very confused with whatever feeling that is in me. I do not want to hurt the one I am with now, but neither do I even want to let you go. You are the first girl I ever encounter that gives me such a feeling, a feeling so strong that it makes me uneasy since the day you left. I do not know how to face this feeling. It has been 3 days, and I have not been able to sleep peacefully, without thinking about you.

If only all this could reach to you. I would like you to know how I feel, though it is rather an impossible thing to happen.

I wish it could, I wish we could.