Thursday, January 8, 2009

It ends tonight...

When I saw you were online, I was so happy, thrilled that I can finally have a conversation with you. In fact, the happiest moment in my life that I can ever recall.

When you told me that you are not the one that I should be waiting for, it breaks my heart. I wanted to tell you so much that indeed I am waiting for you to come back.

How much I wanted to tell you that I have a crush on you, a very big one. But instead, I said one more thing that I am regretting, but am not able to change it. I told you that we are buddies.

Which to my surprise, you sounded so serious when you mentioned the differences between buddies and lovers. I know the differences, but I do not wish it will come true. I wanted us to be more than just buddies. I regretted for saying that we're buddies, I really do. :'(

You know not how much I feel to see what you have written.

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